Abuse, lets talk about abuse its not fun that's for sure especially sexually online and that's true why must i fall for his stupid tricks every time lets not do this anymore but something about him drives bring me back every time I think i need some help but will i try to ask for help no i wont like cause i dont like opening up to people im close to or anyone I'm also afraid if i end up going to a therapist something's gonna go wrong and I'd have take meds and i dont really wanna do that...... by getting choked up on meds dying of an overdose